Monday, 5 November 2018

TSC-LAM, yoga and me

hi all ,
you know how I  did a post  titled  recovering from a dreadful illness .
how the DRs thought I had legionaries disease , well its not
on the 16th  of  October 2018 I was diagnosed with  a rare  illness  that has 22 letters in it! yes you read right
here  is the  name  Lymphangioleiomyomatosis. LAM  for short .
there  are two types of LAM  mine is TSC -LAM. and there is sporadic LAM
what happens in  LAM is LAM targets  the smooth  cell lining on the lungs including, the airway .
and blood vessels  multiply , abnormally and go where they don't belong, the air sacs in the lungs also swell  and form cysts that grow. this causes us to have shortness of breath etc .
its a slow progressive illness .
all  LAM patients  are different  LAM is a woman's disease .
I would  rather say  illness sounds nicer I reckon .
why LAM gets woman of child bearing years is not really   known .
LAM is a rare  cystic lung disease , and is not always picked up  in some woman for years , it can be misdiagnosed, as
asthma, ,COPD, bronchitis  and emphysema . because they are all very similar.
 how I was diagnosed  was with a blood test and a high resolution  CT scan . these lungs are mine and show the spots of LAM.
when I told the chest dr  I have tuberous sclerosis complex ,
he pricked his ears up , his eyes bulged wide , and the tests began .
I was referd to him by my dr , because of my constant coughing  that would not go away .
if I hadn't  had the cough I would  never had known.
if I hadn't kept on at the drs  , I would never had known
the first two drs  wrote it off  as , I knew it was more than stress .
feeling very unsatisfied , I  went to our family dr , if I could have got into see our dr , first , I would have.
 I saw the dr finally  and the rest is history .
to help manage LAM , along  with your medications , is to reduce  stress.
exercise  is a big part  of  helping  to manage LAM ,
ti-chi , mediation,  and yoga all help with your  mind  , body, and spirit.
all give you an inner  strength to handle , blindsides  such as our diagnosis
I know yoga gives me a sense of peace and inner strength  I never knew I had .
you can do any exercise within your capabilities .
yoga is my exercise of choice  but always ask your dr  before doing any form of exercise
remember as hard as it is  stay strong you are not alone.
here  is a saying I would love to share

 .

all life is changing,
all forms of it, and we flow with the river,
or we refuse .
if we flow with the river, we can digest it, as it were,
as we flow, and feel no suffering . accept it.
and we are one with the river ,
resist it and we are hurt.

Christmas Humphries.

(NOTE)
if you want more information  about LAM.
contact the LAM foundation

for support groups of patients of LAM
Lammies on facebook
and LAM -talk Australia and new Zealand

for support  groups for loved ones of patients of LAM
Lammie loved ones on facebook


Namaste.



Monday, 20 August 2018

recovering from a dreadful illness

what a year its been.
I have some good news  for a change !
I'm recovering from a dreadful illness, legionnaires disease infact .
I'm fine with that now, all cured  I also have a thing like asthma, I'm getting better there too!
finally ! I have been given the go to start , yoga again , but for only 10 mins and only the sitting asanas {poses} .
I'm so excited I don't know where to put myself ! I have been itching to get back into yoga for 9 long months . but couldn't the strength was zapped  clean out of me,
now I can start to rebuild my strength. I will be able to sleep ! ,stop grinding my teeth  and get back that inner strength and peace yoga gives you.
 so looking forward to not  groaning when  getting off the couch !etc.
 just thinking about it is just wonderful.
 well  I have just completed 10 mins of yoga and boy I feel great, its amazing how I feel, just on those few asanas, {poses}  .after 9 months  of not being able to do any  yoga at all !
I got off my yoga mat without groaning ! wow !!!

the yoga asanas i did are

  • the relaxation pose
  • the backstretch
  • the spinal twist
  • the turtle
  • the candle
  •  the relaxation pose,again to end off the yoga session .
I didnt kill myself with pushing, the yoga, thats not what yoga is.
its  to go with the flow. im sore but its a good sore, tomorrow ,i will be doing another yoga session .
its relaxed my throat no end . now i will get james to start with me.
whats great about  yoga  is  everything about it.
if you have had to have a long break  at no fault of your own, it welcomes you.
and welcomes the new people who have just found yoga.

yoga  doesnt  judge you.
yoga is unconditonal  love,  Namaste.




















































     

Monday, 7 May 2018

our fur baby, madam harriet rest in peace.

 2018  has not started  off  as a good one.
we had the passing of our fur baby , Harriet, on the 15th of January  of liver failure.
in the end,  her legs gave out and much more.  we knew it was time for our Harriet not to suffer anymore .
in Harriet's life she was and is loved  beyond words.
 her liver  problems started  when she was 7 years ,she made it through, and had many years of good health. then before Christmas to our horror , Harriet had another bout she made it through, everything was ok. so we thought, Harriet  had put weight on and was looking good.  we thought she would be ok. then she went downhill  on Friday the 12th of January , her little body couldn't take another bout so soon  . so we decided  Harriet needed to go  and have a long  peaceful sleep  . we needed to say goodbye in our own way so we had the weekend  to say our goodbyes it was and is absolutely heartbreaking madam Harriet as we call her is no longer suffering, and is with  people who love her who have also passed  she is now  happy , in no pain and at peace.

we miss you so much our darling girl.

madam Harriet  rest in peace . 


Monday, 14 August 2017

get moving

James and I  had  a wonderful holiday visiting  my lovely mum in York western Australia .
mum and I went  to the exercise  group mum goes to , its called  Mobility ,to  my surprise, they do a lot of yoga  asanas  {yoga poses }  I  was in my element. I was getting  ready to do the chair exercises , when  a lady came up to  me and said , no chair exercises for you . I smiled and asked why. the lady said you are young enough,  flexible enough, and fit enough to do the floor exercises .she gently grabbed me by the arm and led me to the exercise mats  she smiled and said  now grab a mat . the ladies that go,  made me feel so welcome and are a barrel of laughs .
my coordination  was shocking . I knew it wasn't my day. so I did my own. I did a yoga workout ! I asked after mobility  if  that was alright, I was told you can do what you like  as long as you are moving .
then  once everything  is put away its off  for coffee and a good chat then home . leaving you  feeling great and energised for the rest of the day   what could be better than that .
it just goes to show that exercise does not discriminate .
as long as you are moving , your life will improve ten fold and you will be better for it.
so get moving  whenever  or however you can.




Namaste .

Thursday, 27 April 2017

Back into the 21st century

hi all , we have been connected to  a  new internet system.
 its called the{ NBN}  National  broadband network .
what a drama !!  its like you need a degree just to get everything connected !
then we had to wait even longer, for  our  internet server to switch it on !
this is all  how it came about.
we received  a new modem or gateway as they like to call it , and a new phone in the post.
the instructions  in with the package to connect everything were easy enough. so we thought , how wrong we  were! weeks went past  still no internet  how frustrating!  I felt like pulling my hair out . I'm surprised I'm not bald !! finally  we had had enough  and got our computer guy out , he said we needed  a wireless gadget  , don't ask me the name  ,I have no idea  James went out , brought  what we needed,  our computer guy  installed  it , and hey  presto !!!!
we are back into the 21st century !!!!
we hated being  offline for so long, now you will be seeing more of us and you know what , we cant wait .














Namaste

Thursday, 5 January 2017

new begininnings

 2016  has been a yell year, for us and for a lot of other people , I think that's what 2016 will be known as .
 I know I haven't written in a while, as  we have taken an emotional  beating  this year.
 being emotionally bullied has taken its toll  on both of us it has not been fun .
 so  I  put my foot  down.   no more emotional bullying  ever again we would have a good Christmas and that's what we did .
we both   spoilt  each  other rotten.  . James my lovely  wonderful hubby brought me a foot spa  how spoilt am I ! and I brought James the  Leonard Cohen album,  you want it darker . and binging on chocolate and favourite chips ! just glorious this time of year .
on boxing day  I watched a special called  Robbie  Williams at the Palladium.
 it was great , what a showman he is just  brilliant .
 now I  digress. yes I have  binged and why not .it is the festive season and all.
I just said to James, we haven't gone overboard with the food,we have had enough for Christmas and boxing day, I cooked a roast chicken, and James bought ham, and I made  a Greek salad and a potato salad  . yum!  I made just enough for two meals. so you see  you can have a lovely time without overdoing it, I'm proud of us this year.  actually I'm proud of my family every year.
and we still have some nibbles left over.  can you believe it ! we cant
so  think of this year as new beginnings we are .


NAMASTE.




 photos by james and chelle green
 

Thursday, 15 September 2016

lovely lady rest in peace

 its a sad day for us today, last night , we lost a beautiful  lady.
, my husbands  mum, her names Mary.
she had such a wonderful  aura  about her , mum greens  smile was infectious .
 her warmth was felt by everyone who knew her.
I was one of the blessed  to have felt that warmth , earth has lost more of its light.
the sky has  a new star , and heaven  has  gained  an angel .
mum green as I call her  my  beautiful mother - in law  , mother, ouma, grandmother,
great grand mother and aunty .
you are not suffering anymore   lovely lady rest in peace
 

Saturday, 20 August 2016

out through injury / back from injury

well  what a year
  I have had injury after injury.
I was walking home from the hospital, and when , I was about to cross the road when
 all of a sudden  I met  the tarmac  , I tried getting up, but as I  tried I let out a primal  scream .
in utter agony .
thank goodness I  didn't fall  on the highway !!!!!
three months  later  after seeing the Dr , and  being on crutches, my foot still is not right
and still is in agony . so I went back and found out,
not only are my tendons  buggered, but after having an X-ray,  I  was told that I   have a 7mm bone growing out of the bone of my right foot  .
I'm pulling  my hair out  , through not being able to do yoga , I'm surprised  I'm not  bald !!!!
I  miss my  me time ,
it  is now august and my tendons  have healed.

I went to the podiatrist yesterday , and  she said
I can do my Hatha yoga  !!! I'm so excited!!!
the podiatrist said I also have to concentrate  on the balancing  on  one foot asanas
  such as the tree
she said do this while even brushing my teeth ! as
this will strengthen my  foot and ankles .
I see her  again  in a months time
and  as for the 7 mm  bone growing out the side of my foot
the  podiatrist thinks I have had this all my life  and have only aggravated  it  by my fall

the one foot  balancing asanas are 

the  tree

the eagle

the standing bow .

so back to having me time !!!
and enjoying  my hatha  yoga .
I cant wait .










Namaste.

Thursday, 12 May 2016

body beautiful its you

 hi all ,
I saw something  on the telly, that really  disturbed me.
the world is still harping on about  body image ..... why?
you are who you are.
we are not born with  an hour glass  figure , a  six pack  or a long willowy  body.
 we are  all unique  in our own way .
 you cant  change your genes, everyone's body is beautiful !!!!.
stop thinking that celebrities    look like pictures in a  magazine  or a  music clip,
because they don't.
ever heard of  photo shop.
why cant you accept who you are ,
don't bow down to pressure .
I haven't, I  do hatha  yoga for my overall  health. it has so many  benefits.
stop looking for  body  beautiful.
because its already  there, its you .





Namaste. 

Saturday, 6 February 2016

new comers to yoga


As I am writing  this  I have a visitor sitting on the top of my page .
 our budgie,  his name is faith.  we brought him in  at the tender age  of nine days old, because he had been rejected by his mum  , for one simple reason  he was the runt of the clutch and she simply couldn't  cope with one more. all these years later faith is still a delight and a real character .
anyhow  I have  digressed .
people who are new comers  to yoga  then this post  is for you .
When  you decide  to start yoga for the first time, either at home , or go to yoga classes,  this is what you should do .
Always  consult your  Dr  before  you start any form  of  exercise  once your Dr has agreed to you doing yoga  as your choice of exercise .
This is a must if you are going to a yoga class . you need  to tell your yoga instructor  of any health problems you  have, and they will help you accordingly .That's  what yoga instructors are  there for , yoga instructors  don't bite they are very approachable .
if you decide  to do  yoga at home this what you will need to do ,
choose a yoga DVD, that starts you off at the beginners level ,then intermediate  level .
this is what I have done . and I find it brilliant , there are  also  tons  of yoga books  that will teach you  from beginners to advanced , yoga is for all ages and there are yoga books to suit any age .
we now have this covered. this is what you will need , if you are going to a yoga class , or doing yoga at home  .
first and foremost a Yoga  mat .

loose fitting clothing,  this is for comfort and flexibility .

a towel  or blanket to keep you warm, when you are
in the meditation  stage of your yoga class.

a bottle of water  because in a yoga class  they take frequent breaks
you will  need  your water  , trust me because you do get thirsty.

I recommend you have a hot shower  or bath after  your yoga   workout
and use Radox  shower/ bath gel and a bath sponge, to soothe  those  muscles you have not worked before .
I  can guarantee you will feel great  afterwards and wont be as sore the next day .
I also recommend  you do this  for  at least the first week , when you start yoga for the first time .
Always take yoga at your own pace ,yoga is not a race .
 stop when you need to stop .
try yoga twice a week at first  , then try yoga three times a week and so on .
Its  best you  get yourself into a routine with yoga, wether at a  yoga class or at home .
once you start yoga  you will never look back  .
yoga is the greatest gift you can ever give yourself .

{NOTE}  you must never go below your waistline  if you have  blood pressure }





Namaste










Thursday, 7 January 2016

yoga through the silly season

Well I made a pact with myself , that I would continue  yoga throughout Christmas
and new years , instead of stopping . which I normally do round the silly season
to my detriment I might add !
I have decided  even if we have people  staying with us I  will continue with my yoga workout .
and I stuck with it and I'm so glad I did .
normally  I feel obligated  to stop yoga because  I feel its rude , when in reality  its not .
its a necessity for me .
we are having relatives coming to stay with us later in the year, we are so very excited !
and I have told them I will doing my yoga   in the mornings and they are fine with it .
You see  all you have to do is speak up , and  not let  that terrible  ego stop you form  uttering a  word.
I felt quite empowered for speaking out.
its funny how the ego plays its part and gets in the way, at the most unlikely times isn't it ?
in yoga  there is no room for the ego.
yoga  is just peace and serenity . with no ego in play.
be careful  of the ego ,to much of it is a bad thing.
on the other hand, I cant get enough of yoga ,which is a good and beautiful exercise regime,
which will be with you throughout  your lifetime . 
yoga  is the greatest gift you can give yourself.



Namaste.



 

Thursday, 12 November 2015

awakening from grief

Because of  this stressful year .
Greif took hold  and I lost interest in  everything , including my appetite,
which  went out the window .
I didn't  realise how much grief had taken hold of me , until  all of a sudden
I got up and got my yoga mat .
it was like  I was on automatic pilot, and  proceeded to  do this wonderful yoga workout .
for the first time in  months .I  took it very easy  as if  I was  starting from scratch .
but  it felt as though  I had never left  it .
I had interruptions mind you ! with the DVD playing up  every 5 mins or so
but I got there eventually.
since then I haven't  ground my teeth or clenched  my jaw. and I feel more relaxed,
than I have in ages . And I was less restless , so I wasn't out of bed every 5 seconds .
I slept ok !!! my  appetite is now back with  a vengeance !!! and I feel fantastic and so refreshed .
I woke up, opened my eyes, and stretched . gee that felt so good.
Isn't it funny  that with  only one yoga workout , all this happens
Amazing isn't  it.



Namaste.



   

Wednesday, 15 July 2015

me time

for so long now  I have  not been thinking  of myself,
well it feels like forever anyway.
just getting on with things, its like I have been in a rut. I was  speaking to a lady the other day trying to help her somehow and I told  her  she  has  to have time for herself.
what I  call me time .
she has  been neglecting herself  so much that she is depressed, sound familiar!
then I realised  that  I should take my own advice and have some  me time ; everyone needs a break from the everyday mundane things and problems of life.
the  blackness of the  world today  can be  overwhelming . this  lady made me realise  I am also neglecting myself far to much and that I  need  to nurture myself , and to give myself  more  me time, so that's what I am going to do.
Me time can be anything from having a relaxing  shower or bath with your favourite smellies  to walking on the beach to a walk in the park to putting on your  favourite CD with scented oil  burners  or scented candles  burning  to sitting with a hot drink looking out at the garden, or even working in it.  You see it doesn't have  to cost you anything !!!
My me time is yoga.
you see it gives  me time to breathe, to just be and has its benefits  from a figure second to none  to healthy bones and healthy joints to mind and body.

its not being selfish to have me time, its beneficial  for your overall  health, so you can handle the stresses of everyday life its hard to do at first but  give it a try, anything that calms  you helps you to just breathe, to just be,
is your me time,
your body and soul are crying  out for this.

just stop
be in the
moment.









Namaste. 



Wednesday, 3 June 2015

Dads send off

hi  all, Well my family and I are getting there.
I cant believe  it will be  three months  on the 5th  of June since my dad passed away;
mum  came down to stay with us and brought  Dads ashes with her. we had a beautiful send off for dad doing and eating my dads  favourite things.
firstly we scattered Dads ashes at his favourite  spot,
then at sunset  we scattered  the rest of dads ashes at ours, all the while playing  stranger on the shore by the artist Aka Bilk dads most  played album ever.
it was the most  beautiful sunset we
had ever seen it will  be in our  memories forever;
 Then fish and chips and Canadian club was had by all we toasted dad and said our goodbyes, Dad would have loved that.
after our  little  ceremony  we had for dad it has made it easier to  let go, before it felt as if we were in limbo and it felt as if we were stuck in time.
After not having a proper funeral.
 now we can get  back into our life's  journey.









Namaste.






 

Monday, 6 April 2015

how yoga is helping me through grief

its Easter Monday  today  and its been    a month  on the 5th of April since my dad
passed away, as  you all know . what you don't know is we were purely focusing  on my dad, sitting by his bedside for  five weeks sitting by the phone day after day  just waiting for the phone  call  to say my dad had died  finally  the call came  on the  5th of  march at 4:30 pm in the afternoon.
I haven't been sleeping or eating properly since this all happened with my dad.
I know  he wouldn't want me to stay this way .
my dad said to me once while he was living with me
"chelle you have had a rotten life health wise, if you get an opportunity  in your life
take it don't worry about me, I will be  fine " 
so I did  and that's why im here today with my lovely husband James
 you know this has been  a physical and emotional roller coaster  grief is not for the faint hearted. I  now feel  the time is right  to get back into yoga .
James
has made us our regular morning health drink , it  looks absolutely  vile !
but  it tastes  delicious !  four  vegies and three fruits in one sitting not bad eh !
so after my health drink yoga  here I come !
well  I did my yoga workout  it felt as though I  hadn't stopped  but I still took it easy  and my jaw isn't clenched  for the first time in five weeks. and I feel quite relaxed 
for the first time in five weeks .
I enjoyed  my yoga workout so very much getting back to what I love.
dad would be proud.....

















Namaste